First of all.. this background doesn't look at ALL how i saved it. so i will probably redo it.
well, i hope i will anyway. it needs to be darker but. yeah
I drew this because i am enamoured with Push.
She seems to me to be the new messiah... when she's around i just turn into this zombieru. And even though i only understand, like...80% of what she says...her words put me into a place. like a k-hole. like nothing i've ever felt
i wish she were nearer to me to that i could touch her, make sure she's real and not my hallucination.
i wish she were nearer to me so that i didn't feel like such a fool for being so entranced.
...yeah, she is.